WELL I AM A FAT FAT PIGGY!! I gained back a pound. I just couldn't stop eating yesterday. I don't
know what the issue was. But I did try on a pair of pants today....size 17/18 and they fit and weren't tight. Kind of nice.
I started a "Buddy group" in yahoo and invited 4 ladies that had answered my plea for a buddy. So
lets see how it goes. I need help. I have been the same weight for 4 days now. I am getting really depressed. I ate more today
then I have in a month. I want to cheat. I want it bad. I don't know how much longer I can hold out. Still I refuse to get
off my lazy ass an do any exercise. I know I need to and have to to lose any more weight but yet I still don't. I sit around
and do nothing, nothing at all. What the hell.
I feel so alone. I have searched and searched for a weight loss buddy. I guess I am just not buddy
material. I know I can't keep doing this alone. As much as I want this I still need someone out there to talk to and share
with. But yet I am still alone. Woo is me.
I am trying something new. I never clear my plate. I always leave a little something on it. Just
cutting few more calories.